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Three Poems by Luci Shaw
The grit on the track
The ground is always there, witnessing how you walk. You need light to travel a dark path, and you need to travel light. Otherwise the shadows that turn out to be submerged boulders and roots will trip you, and your heavy pack will bear you down into the hard anguish of gravel that is more than your knees can bear. Even roadside dust clings to your heels as if God is in every fiber, a kind of mineral truth present in every crystal of sand.
Gravity, and the possibility of falling, will keep you aware. In the twilight you come home from walking the dog in the woods with the walk still clinging to you -- twigs and the stain of berries on your soles. Each humus clod from the forest floor answers back -- another footfall. This is all my handwork, he is saying. Stay with this mud, this granite. Every other step you take will be a revelation.
The sound of a circle
I balance it on the hollow of my left palm so that its base rests on my hand's bones. Cool, flawless, an unbroken circle, the rim a ring of light brass-bright from a polishing rag and only a little rubbing.
Like a pen outlining the shape of the world I draw the wooden baton around its perimeter with my right hand, moving it against the curved lip slowly, smooth as a wing in flight, so as not to start a shiver against the metal.
And again. Five orbits of the little hemisphere. Listen: at first a low drone, then higher, a treble voice filling the hollow, circling the room, fluid as a bell of water. When I lay the instrument back on the sill, the sound dies, but not the music.
Tenting, Escalante
Even when I close my eyes, even later in the tent, dreaming, I see banks and rivers running red. My blood has drunk color from the stone as if it were the meal I needed. I am ready to eat any beauty -- these vistas of stars and coming storms. The mesas and vermilion cliffs. The light they magnify into the canyon. The coyote echoes. The distances. The rocks carved with ancient knowledge.
But after vast valleys I am so ready for this low notch in the gorge, the intimate cottonwoods lifting their leafy skirts and blowing their soft kisses into my tent on the wasteland’s stringy breath. The spaces between the gusts are rich with silence. I am ready to stay, sleep, dream, breathe the grace of wind and earth that is never too much, and more than I will ever need.
In this parchment land, the scribble and blot of junipers and sagebrush, each crouched separate, rooted in its own lonely place, spreads low to the sand, holding it down the way the tent-pegs anchor my tent, keep it from blowing away. The way I want my words to hold, growing maybe an inch a year, grateful for the least glisten of dew.
Luci Shaw is the author of The Green Earth: Poems of Creation, Water Lines: New and Selected Poems, and many other books. She is active as a workshop and retreat leader on poetry and journal-writing, and lectures widely on topics related to the creative process. She lives in Bellingham, Washington. Learn more about Luci at her website, www.lucishaw.com.
Copyright © 2004 by Luci Shaw. All rights reserved.
This page was published in September 2004.
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